I fucking....... UGH!

UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >:[


I'm fucking pissed and sad at the same time.......!


I'm about 100% sure that my (USED TO BE) best friends are ignoring me! (school)


Like WTF did I do?!?!?!


Now, I don't even want to go back to where I used to live!


So whenever someone is online, I message them and what I get everytime is, WAIT FOR FEW HOURS, AND THEN OFFLINE!


EVERYONE PROBABLY TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT ME AND IS MOVING ON WITH THIER HIGH SCHOOL LIFE.... -_-


I'M NEVER GOING BACK TO THAT SCHOOL. PERIOD!


NOW I'M JUST FUCKING PISSED! >:[ FORGET ABOUT THAT "SAD" PART! FUCK YOU! I FUCKING HATE YOU ALL! AND NO! I AM NOT ON MY 'MOTHER FUCKING NATURE'! THIS IS MY TRUE FEELING RIGHT NOW!


UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH


NOW, I JUST WANT THEM ALL TO FORGET ABOUT ME AND MAKE IT SEEM LIKE WE NEVER EVER MET!


but to all the other people in US who is actually my friend, I will visit someday :)


I'VE HAD ENOUGH FOR THE NIGHT >:[


BYE mlm

Stereo Hearts

Stereo Hearts is my favorite song right now!!!!!!!!!! <3

Just had to let everyone know that ;)

KBYEEEEEEEEEEEE <3

Why....?

Hey guysssssss :)


So I've been thinking recently........................................


So the guy I've been having a crush on........................ <---- what I'm gonna talk about today


On the last minute of 2011, I confessed my love for him on my facebook status but I'm not sure if he saw it or not.... and even before that, he stopped talking to me..... we don't chat anymore and I feel like we don't know each other at all anymore..... and now whenever he's online, I want to talk to him but I'm scared to get ignored...... What should I do?????


And for all I know, the only person who's gonna read this is gonna be Paige and no one else so it doesn't really matter but I just needed to tell someone so I'm good for now.....


I hope I get an answer to this question :)


And I hope he will actually start replying to my chats..... :)


Bye guysssssssssssssssssssss <3

Because Paige Is Making Me Write This Blog

Hey 'y'all!


I haven't wrote in a while but since my bffl is f*cking annoying as f*ck, I'm writing this blog... -_-


Oh yeah, Happy New Years! <3 It's already 2012! o.O


So right now, I'm in Kyoto, visiting my grandma <3


And I made my new years resolution like yesterday :p


So this year, I am gonna get a boyfriend, good grades and probably loose my virginity ;)


In few more months, I'm gonna be a f*cking high schooler! Honestly, I feel as old as my mother now... And I'm just about to finish Junior High... Jeez, time goes slow... *tik tok*


I seriously need a boyfriend! If I don't get a boyfriend soon, I might have to turn into a hoe and fuck every guy I meet.... @.@ That's how desperate I am! (;-.-)


And I also need good grades! My last semester's grades weren't that good so my parents got really upset and they might have to put me into Cram School which is popular in Japan but I think Cram School is just a waste of time and money.


Virginity................... yeah I'm not gonna talk about that................... :x


So I think I'm done for now :)


see ya <3


P.S. - Paige, I hope you enjoyed it (y)